Finally all the tests are over. sigh. everytime i post, i do know what to say before that, but when i lok at this blank screen... I BLANK OUT. lol. weird.
YESTERDAY's training was AWESOME. actually it wasnt any different. wait it is different. i took k2 with madeline. now i noe what is k2 compatibility. tammy knows what im thinking, i can guess what she is thinking. like what jieyin/siongyee(cant remember who, they all look the same =P) said, tammy and i replied the same answer to the same question at different times. cool. lol.
yesterday we did 5km,4km,3km. so in total 12km. supposed to do wave riding, with jamie and keith in a k2. the problem is their speed was so not consistent, and their direction was epic. But after a few sets they got the hang of it. our boat was sluggish. i was sitting at the front, so i think i should be controlling direction, pacing, and power. madeline at the back controlling balance. i was super tired and pissed with myself for not being able to catch up with jamie and keith, and lagging behind. i was supposed to be the one giving power... at least madeline whenever i shouted her name she gave power. at the last few km i couldnt control my breathing, couldnt speak, and was almost crying (really wanted to catch up with the boat in front). i guess i was really weak, madeline could still talk abit, while i couldnt breathe. sigh. but this training i really gave my 120% =D even now my hands are trembling, this happens when i really use all my strength,and cant really control anymore =D
now after rambling so much about training, let's talk about school.
it feels weird, not much studying to do. like the whole world coming to a stop. i guess singaporean kids are already suited to a hectic lifestyle at young age. we need to be more hardy than our other competitors out there anyway.
But why must they dump us in different classes? we will still be taking the same core subjects... if that is so we should only change classes at JH4. wasted. after all the bonding sessions and so much our class has been through, we have to be splited up. no matter what, i still think JH205, even the worst person here, is better than anyone else in any other classes. the other classes are just so... bimbo and gay. We should suggest to the school committee to do something about it. and appeal to pity =D
Now random crap about my life- sigh. i guess i really am an inddividual, no one else is like me. thats the problem, people cant accept who i am. a blunt and straightforward person, with weird antics. but still good-willed and good-natured at the end of the day. i am sick of the sensitive souls in the world out there, get a life man, deal with it. how many ppl have bullied and critisized and looked down on me, i smile and continued. if a few words can hurt you, think again. a real successful person takes critisim, no matter what.
such a long post -.-
gotta do chinese hw and math hw now.
Michelle
POWER
this is not an emo post. =D
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