sigh

To be or not to be, that is the question.
I should tell myself not to be an emo freak like hamlet. But at least im not suicidal like him. bare bodkin. er.. Zzz
Sigh. if you ever tried your best for ppl. waiting for a better attitude. and all that comes rushing back is a deadly tsunami of ungratefulness and taking things for granted. and you just dun noe what to do. you can give up. you can continue. enjoy freedom. dun let your previous efforts go to waste, and endure further. which is more appealing to you? giving up or continuing?if you give up, what will the future be like? unknown. if you continue, you feel like you have a more secure environment. ugh. but what about the pain of continuing? and the feeling of being unwanted and not respected.
Yeah. after all that talk ( btw thats only a short excerption after daydreaming for quite a while =P)
i shall continue. maybe. for now. for the next few hours. till sleep. i believe in change. yeah lol. I've been changing for ppl. its time they change.
POWER