the day started w my bro driving me to school. freakishly. then...
1. Exam Results
It sucked ttm. and my pm was obviously mocking me when he said 'average student'. -.- dammit. but nvrmind. thinking bout how much painkillers i took just to get through the exam... reaffirms the fact that i freaking tried my best. and the time when i tried to stop taking any of them at all. gosh it was really painful. i must try harder next year. not only that. i should probably start on math tmr.
2. Extorted lunch from vina
=) vina got the highest among us three! yingli, her and I. so i used the 2 bucks to buy fried rice. and vomited it out...
3. Played frisbee and touch rugby
at first i played soccer with jessie cos she wanted to join soccer. vision abit blurry but still could shoot =) then we tried guessing regine's password. i played frisbee w chai, julia, keith, clement, CLAIRE hahaha, sherman, jack, and jamie. then touch rugby w the canoeists... qinhan and hengjin were quite vulgar and sore loser... the old seniors were never like that... worse still, the juniors seem to be taking after them... o.0 why...
4. Crazy
freaking pissed that evryone cld go trng. i was thinking "HOW TO CONVINCE MY MUM GODDAMIT YOU FREAKING LOSER". and it was like repeating in my head. I was punching the wall... which resulted in my knuckles hurting even now. and my skin tearing off a little at first. now it is okay... then i saw tammy... and asked when she was free. and haiz i just had to discuss w her over sms since she's always busy... so crazy lvl x2 cos greenlink problem n mum problem is not solved. and i have no solution. i nvr run out of ideas. even if its not practical, i always have ideas. tsk dead end. i ran out of the school gate to run road run. This time i didnt smash my left arm against the pillar while turning out!!! but... later i realised the whole bus saw me running. tch. hmph after the slope i had to stop abit cos i couldn't really see well. o.0 timing was 15.45. then met the toilet aunty on the way to ergo... told me that 淋雨要去换衣服哦！ 身体一定要好好照顾啊！how timely...
5. Solved the problem.
Finally decided on how to solve the problem...in the bus, i just had inspiration. now waiting for tammy n council to get back to me...
6. Still can't solve the OTHER problem.
Hmph my mum is like "I don't care if im selfish but im not letting you die"... o.0 oh well. and the recent bedok events... just leave her more cautious than ever.
Next... how the heck do you convince a person to let you pursue your interest... if its really your interest... you can't see any benefits. its just "i love it". full stop. GAH
Lastly... am i still scared.
that event did happen. right?
7. Cheated by keith to go for team bonding.
Go to dhoby ghaut. hmm who's going? uh different groups of people going different venues arh.
why the heck is everyone here... D: awkward much
8. Awkward
talking to the JH1... o.0 convincing her to join. and freaking out when claire boo-ed me. my reaction was regrettably delayed. paiseh ttm.
9. Couldn't bring myself to start on math. tomorrow I WILL.
10. Still stuck on how to get back to canoe... because i can't even complete step 1!!
- get parents approval
-ask parents to bring me to the doc
-get doc's approval
-give doc's approval letter to the teachers
-get approval from them
-go for trng
-follow restrictions (i guess there will be)
-get beaten up (my bro will do the job)
-act normal.
-get on with life
mich
P.S. regrettably a really informal post.
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