Tarot puzzle

I sure as hell am not sensible anymore. 

What in the world was I smsing to siong. I'm warped. 

I know which part of me to kill. The stronger part. I've always been trying to suppress the weaker one. Which tried to stop me from being reckless. 

Thanks. 

Hmm I must rmbr to meet keith on thurs. to buy a dino making kit. well yarh that's prob her nxt bday present. 

Okay tarot cards. 

Lovers-- means dilemma

Judgement

Death

Strength

Can I go back for training? There's a dilemma. What will happen once I get over this dilemma? Judgement shall be cast upon. By who? Death?! (I thought it would be justice or emperor) Who would stop me? Strength.

I didn't understand this at all. But maybe the thing about strength and dilemma, I just solved it at the top. 

Full speed ahead then. 

Anyway Keith now has a new name. Caprice the Deathmaker =0

cos he's death card keeps appearing in my hands. 

Justice/empress and emperor haven't been appearing for sometime... o.0 

maybe ever since we replaced their nicknames as pink dino and flying glasses. 

Let's use the old nicknames. 

Siong's gonna ask emperor if i am allowed for training tmr. 

Now that sounds a tad weird. 

Anyway I warned my dad that I'll punch my stupid pervert of a half brother of his if he dares come to close to my mum, cos he tried to touch her yesterday. They were at another table today. Didn't even talk to us at all. He seems wary of me. He sure as hell should be. My dad's a loser as hell-- he can't protect his wife. I don't get why cowards like him exist. But nevermind. The threat worked quite well. =)