Zzz

Saw a jh2 girl today outside the locked classrooms freaking out. Was trying to concentrate when the both of them were looking worried. So I went up to them and asked them if I could help them. Then I helped them slide open the windows and jumped in to get their stuff. O.o the girl who left her stuff behind was near to tears. But when she saw how easily I got into the class she was shocked haha. And then she started smiling again. They asked how I knew how to do that. I told them that your ip seniors all know this. Haha.
She was smiling again. I like the transition of someone who is crying to a smile. Makes the world seem innocent again.
好多功课得做,好多事得忙。
有时候心情很乱。
但我挺简单的。喜欢观察事物的我,只要见到让我感受到温暖的东西,就很满足了。比如,一个小妹妹把她的食物和姐姐分享了,两个孩子的笑脸,足能让我在街上傻笑点头。
嗯。。。另外,我觉得我有时候太直接了。不小心得罪了朋友。
我不想和解还是什么。。。。我觉得我渐渐和这个世界疏远,我也不强求。
越来越孤僻,越来越分裂,越拒绝世界的一切一切。
Mmm need to finish tutorial.... Zzz and define my terms hahahaha sigh.
So much to do 
Tired.
Saw coach today. There's a grand plan. I dunno what I miss.... anyway it was a good day.
But looking back on the stupid stuff I did..... I do hate myself for it. Never did forgive myself. And no matter how much I do to make up for it, it won't change a thing.
Coach was rather amused with my harmoc hehe.
好吧好困
得去补睡
Zzz