OH NO

I still have chem, physics and LA left. =( and a few math ques which i dont know how to do... ARGH. and its only a few more weeks to the 18km canoe marathon... sigh. and my bro is having mood swings he might whack me anytime. and my ribs hurt randomly.
but at least i can sleep xD that solves everything temporarily.
sometimes i do compare my bro with the taliban. terror. isn't that what he is doing to me? haha. 2 peaceful days of him not squashing me or bullying me. erm bullying... wait only 17 hours without him bullying me. not even a day.
a GOOOD news. I COULD BREATHE TODAY. actually not in the morning. but while paddling, YES I COULD BREATHE. yups. and quite well. but halfway through my right rib hurt-.- anyway i give up breathing through my nose while running. thats as good as not breathing to me... so im running with no air? ><
actually im quite proud of my blog. it doesn't really emo. yup. maybe one post. i read others. its like those kind of 'its my own way of thinking u dun like it screw off. hmph. im insecure. now don't pinpoint any mistakes in my thinking'... okay maybe excluding the few sentences at the back. but its really amusing. anyway when i read it i go ' woah,scary person. must not be blunt with him/her.' But then again, I'M NOT BLUNT NOW. i hope. after lessons on HOW TO NOT BE BLUNT. by a person whom i cannot disclose. but it was hilarious. and difficult to put into place. it seemed impossible to think through an answer thoroughly. it just didnt seem worth the effort. but if it meant hurting innocent people's feelings, as was said by another person, yeah i guess it was worth the effort.
I've been asking myself what I am. These were the values I taught myself to follow in primary 2, and slowly improved over the years.
1. Honest ( NOT BLUNT!!)
2. Hardworking (unfortunately it depends when it comes to math)
3. Fast decision making (sometimes too rash)
4. Flexible (adaptability)
5. Determined (nvr give up even with an asthma attack xD)
6. Know how to look back and change
7. Say what I think. (but that's a really bad one...)

till next time
POWER
michy