crazy

No one reads this blog =) so I guess I can rant
My google chrome theme is now ruroni kenshin xD
oh haha the p6 ppl got certs or something today. saw mdm ling posting it on facebook.
btw facebook's settings aren't trustworthy. I post that I blocked my mum was seen by her o.0 nah it wasn't anything bad. I don't post much on facebook. Much that matters to me. Who would want to bear your soul to the rest of the world and be judged o.0?
anyway. I woke up at 6.25. Ran. Bathed. Read the long goodbye until 10. fell asleep. woke up at 1. o.0 then went to causeway point.
I have no idea why my bro was at home. o.0 MC.
anyway went with him to causeway point. he's a rare sort of person who prioritizes toys over food. I was as good as a dog on leash being brought about to all the toy stores.
Then he couldn't make up his mind on what to eat -.- and decided on pastamania. by then I lost my appetite... hmm he told me what to order, then when I was queuing up at the counter, he changed his mind. ?!! then he went to eat jap food. So I dabaoed pasta and was like a fool waiting for him to eat finish and waiting for my food to come.
Tch. He's a guy! you're supposed to decide and go with something all the way. not wishy-washy.
So I stopped talking to him cos I was annoyed by his behavior. not really annoyed. rather. shocked.
Yesh I should have remembered he's more like a girl than me...
Meh. and he's going to buy more yugioh cards o.0 a deck. pffft. well well well. it's for me.
Now I'm in hell. I owe him another one I guess.
It will be in the list of things he's done for me. whenever we're arguing.
list of things that I don't want him to do for me but he does it anyway.
the 2 worst things to do with my bro is:
1. depend on him
2. owe him a favor.
I remember begging him to help me w my work when I was in primary school. It was horrible.
That's why I hate accepting help from people. I don't need it. If I need it, then I can only blame myself for being weak.
but right now, I have to follow him to the gym. Well my mum doesn't give an approving look, but she would rather my bro be there.
And he's pretty conscious about how he looks outside o.0
keith's coming back on saturday! It's weird not having tons of smses in my inbox.
hope he buys pasta. ooops i didn't tell him.
back to reading.
my idol-- Philip Marlowe (fictional character)
hard-boiled. unsentimental(sort of). reckless. relies alot on instincts. fights well. sense of integrity, loyalty and righteousness.
I borrowed 'the big sleep' from the library =)
bah i gotta read sanguoyanyi first. :O