Today sucked.
But never mind.
Haha I've been spamming claire. to tell me training time.
Anyway she will be my boarding roommate so I'll know when. I had it long planned out.
My mum would probably be worried if she knows I go for training, so why let her know.
Actually I don't get what I'm doing. Really.
I want to go back for training. but I don't want to.
I hate my bro but I don't hate my bro.
It seems like I have severe split personalities. Or something to that effect.
Basically my fears are amplified. o.0 I think.
Since the holidays started, sleeping seems to be more tiring. More nightmares. More time to freak out.
Not the best thing. And if I don't want to have more time to freak out, I should talk more and socialize.
Nooo. I get headaches in crowds. I have to listen to music. Or I'll die.
Like that day packing up the shed. or the seniors farewell thingy. Oh that, I held back until the nearest mrt to vomit. sy and hengjin didn't notice. i just said i had to go to the toilet.
i think i freaked jiaqin out. while going home w her after packing the shed. my head was hurting. i was quite weird. but i didn't tell her anything.
But it's much better now I guess. Last time I thought it was better cos my head felt numb. now it's clear. sort of.
rawr. haha nightmares are fun. are they?
I'm weird. In all sense.
Oh my brother has been drinking slimming tea. and I've been laughing at him for ages.
Isn't slimming tea just something for females o.0?
Which wushu person drinks slimming tea?!!
this post isn't going anywhere...
bye
I should change my blog skin to include the cbox o.0
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