Recent stuff.

Howdy.
Julia said I haven't been posting.
Oh well, I don't have much to post. Hmm today's valentines day. Not much to post about that too.
School's fine. Sort of. Dizziness doubled, and sometimes I feel like falling off the chair. Vision blurring is not that nice too... And I guess mrs tan guessed that something's wrong with me. I try to act okay when I can. I don't wanna freak her out too much. I don't live by days... I live by random breakdowns. Then I'll get high because I'm numb and there's no pain. For a while. Then I struggle to survive in class until I break down. o.0 again. cycle =)
Anyway vivianne gave me a balloon. Wait... She made me give her a valentines gift, that she bought a balloon for me. Yup, it got me a couple of looks on the mrt. o.0 and some kid cried. probably because of the pink. and the smiley face. Im freaked out of it, why shouldn't the little kid be?
Hmm... What has been going on... Oh. The puppet script. Yarh I realized how crapped up I am. I know I have abnormal views on stuff. Now I feel it's my fault I have an abnormal background and stuff. And I'm envious of those with the normal mindset. What's with me.
Anyway I've been daoing keith for quite a while now... He still doesn't get it. Oh well. Maybe I should explain to him why he is an idiot. Didn't he read the angel and mortal letter? And no, I'm not daoing him because I don't want him nagging at me to eat. -.-
Yesterday I freaked some old lady cos I was smiling, frowning, almost crying to myself, changing expressions at periodical intervals for about 10mins. And today I was talking to the water. Sudden urge to keep going to macr when I'm still feeling uneasy. It's like my legs carry me there automatically.
Hmm, that's all I guess.
So long. =)