Playback

Some things just keep looping in playback on your mind.
Words or images or feelings.
Just before I slept last night, my bro was howling as my mum applied her.
He asked me to kill him, and that he could stand the pain no more.
I just stood there with no expression whatsoever.
Even if he did feel better afterwards... it was a sad sight to see.
She's busying herself too much with him.
Not berating her, but somehow my tone always ends up in the manner.
Not sure what one has to learn to let go, nor when would be a ripe time.
But don't you worry.
I guess.
Why am I fatigued
Yawn
Better sleep in school or I'll crash
-mich