Such are the conditions which prevail

Was asthmatic halfway through assembly on Friday. sprayed my inhaler and was trembling while I took the ELL paper.
I guess I've too much an imaginative mind. the first text for analysis was a transcript of ris low speaking, with intonation denoted as well as phonetic symbols. and it was playing in my head as I scribbled down lots of pointers bcos she was thoroughly interesting. as well as the interviewer. I nearly crashed thru the 3 hour paper.... could see my hand turn white and pale. horrible weak.
ate yong tau foo after the paper which had hot soup had made me feel much better. I've been so cold-blooded lately I need something warmth to fill me up.
I've been analysing All My Sons for today... but a little hard to think cos of the lack of oxygen in me.
huilin linked me a website with a lit tchr giving tips to her students. it's amazing how the tchr can teach the subject so well.
I am tired.
Even if I fall alseep, I wake up feeling like my breath is stolen away. when I realise that I'm at home.
innately. subconsciously. I've developed a rejection for this place. unwittingly.
linking All My Sons to The Wild Duck and in total admiration for the writers. what I call utter brilliance.
need to quicken my pace and finish tmr.
lit on monday. econs on tuesday.
asked my bro to eat, as well as questioned on whether he went for trng. he started shouting at me.
oh well.
More worried about my mum. I told her not to apply steriods. I told her!!
why is evryone getting trapped in this downward spiral
no. what can I do?

my own health is failing. suppressing myself too much in the long run has taken a toll. when I'm vaguely irritated, my windpipe strangles me. it hates me I guess. the feeling is mutual.

good night.

listening to music.
烟 可以不懂手的寂寞
酒可以不懂喉的寄托
泪可以不懂眼的脆弱
不是每个人都一定会快乐~~